Still here :-)

The past year for me has been a rough one. I lost my grandma, one of my best friends with whom I shared lots of precious moments with. I was so happy to spend time with her during her final moments even when she could not speak. I laid next to her, played with her hair, sang to her and demanded kisses. She was a diabetic and got her first leg amputated, which she seemed to be able to handle just fine. She told me lots of things from her past, I read old letters and she remembered all of them when they arrived. Some were filled with juicy gossip, some family drama and I loved every minute of it. I also opened up to her about a lot of things that was happening in my life and it felt so good being so close to her. Then her second leg got amputated and I saw that she gave up on life itself. Two months later and she was gone. Even after a year it is still very emotional for me to write this post. After her burial I went to South Africa and got all into crystals and crystal therapy which helped a lot. I also got into beading while there because I find crafting very therapeutic. I will post some of my pieces for you guys to see. I know some of you have been stopping by to look out for new stuff so I ask for you to forgive my lack of postings. I will make up for it . . . I promise. Thanks for sticking with me also join the fan page on facebook.